today was day four with no coffee. tea does not work the same way that coffee does. i miss coffee. just say the word "coffee" and imagine yourself slowly breathing in the silky steam from a freshly poured cup of medium roast. mmm...heavenly.
will i make it through day five? if i can't make it a week i must acknowledge dependency and seek help. i thought caffeine was supposed to be a depressant. why am i so so sad without my coffee? everything seems slightly more clear than usual, maybe that's why. and i'm constantly tired and my head is slightly sore.
day five here we come.